YMESSED UP LIFE
Wednesday, April 08, 2009 - 12:16 AM
on my way home tonight.
i saw what i didn't wanted to see.
i stoned on the road for some time.
i couldn't believe my eyes.
received another blow this afternoon.
didn't like or agree with the decision made.
i'm sick and tired of all these fickle minded ppl.
i really wanna leave this place with my mom & sis.
why must this happen to me hours before my operation.
on my way home.
i was so emotionally unstable.
speeding down the road with a teary eye.
barely able to see the roads ahead.
i felt so suicidal.
i almost left this place.
but i told myself i still got my mom & sis.
i don wanna let them down.
they meant the most to me.
i really treasure and love them loads.
i was so tempted to call and meet you just now.
i was afraid i couldn't see you anymore.
i really needed you badly.
i really missed you badly.
i can only tell you here if you happen to read.
take care and stay happy.
i love you.
now and forever.
[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]