YMESSED UP LIFE
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 - 5:41 PM
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Things had not been running very smoothly for me lately. A few of my loved ones and I had been hurt badly by people we love or trusted all these while. I seriously don’t understand why must people be so self-centered, violence, greedy, irresponsible etc. We’ve put in our very best, but what we get back in turn is disappointment. And when you people need us, we’re always there for you, but when you’re well or found someone else, you people practically throw us aside, without caring how we felt.
Have you all actually bothered to realize how much sacrifices we’ve made for you? And if so, why are you doing this to us? Now that we’ve seen all your true colours, we are not gonna trust you as much as before. We’ve learnt our lessons and we’re simply disgusted with you people.
Aside from these, I’ve came cross some people who always put on a fake front when you’re around, and behind your back, they back stabbed or bitched everything about you, no matter if it’s true or just gossips. Once again, I’m totally disgusted with such people with no humanity, no humility and no honesty in them. They’re just practically wasting their life away by leading such an immoral behavior. Go ahead to gossip and bitch for all you like, but let me tell you this, I’m not as gullible as how you think I’m. And i know what's happening around me, so don't hiding or denying, losers.
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On a happier note, here’s are some of my happy memories recently.
Simple but Happy Lunar New Year Celebration with Family
(Fall sick on the first day of CNY due to over-exhaustion)
Lunch & Dinner @ Conrad Hotel, Hua Ting Restaurant to Ikea etc.
Chill out & Heart-to-Heart talk with D & B @ Marina Barrage
CNY Steamboat with A, B, G & M @ My Place
“Movie Marathon” and Heart-to- Heart talk with A & M @ My Place
Celebrated Beloved Sis’s 18th Birthday Bash @ Orchard Hotel
Celebrated Cousin’s 26th Birthday @ Hua Ting
Kenny’s Farewell to US @ Changi Airport
Dinner with W & P @ Hard Rock Café
Strolling with W, P & G @ Marina Barrage
CNY Buffet Party with Brotherhood @ Wing On Life Garden
Supper & Coffee with D @ Udders & TB
Clubbing with Brotherhood @ Double O
Attended Joanne’s 21st Birthday Bash @ The Tea Party
Celebrated Mom’s Birthday with family @ Singapore Flyer & Raffles City
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Within five minutes, I bumped into you twice.
Within that next two hours of nap, I dreamt of hugging you.
Within that next eight hours of sleep, I dreamt of you again.
Within that next thirty-six hours, I bumped into you again.
Last night, as I was cycling rigorously,
I felt a sudden pain in my chest.
Out of the blue,
Tears pushed its way out of both eyes.
I miss you.
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