YMESSED UP LIFE
Monday, December 01, 2008 - 5:43 PM
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241108
1.5 hour of gym & jogging @ House’s Gym
251108
7.5km Jog & Weight-lifting @ Office’s Gym
80 Laps of Swimming @ Home
261108
A&F’s 3rd TGIF @ Bukit Batok’s HomeTeamNS
Cake Tasting @ Da Paolo
Dinner with grandparents @ Singapore Botanic Garden
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7.5km Jog & Weight-lifting @ Office’s Gym
Dinner with J, N & S @ Paragon’s Spageddies
Look forward to our next outing this sun :)
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7.5km Jog & Weight-lifting @ Office’s Gym
Dinner with family @ Orchard’s Hua Ting Restaurant
Coffee with T @ PS’s Café Cartel
Supposed to go for prawning but plan was cancelled.
Dim Sum Supper with T @ Geylang’s “Wan Tou Sek”
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Final Cake Customization @ Da Paolo
100 laps of swimming @ Home
30km of cycling @ Home
Attended M’s 21st Birthday Bash @ ECP’s Chalet
Rush over to YH’s 21st Birthday Bash @ Amara Sanctuary Resort
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Shopping with grandparents @ PS & Novena
Dinner with family @ Dempsey’s Long Beach
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7.5km Jog & Weight-Lifting @ Office's Gym
Dinner with sis & nicol @ Paragon's Soup Spoon
Shopping @ Paragon, Ngee Ann City & Wisma
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For the past one week, I’ve been doing a lot of reflections.
Reflecting on what I want my future to be,
What kind of lifestyle would I want to lead?
What can I do to ensure that I’m living my life to the fullest?
Who can I spend my life with?
Etc etc.
Everything seems quite dark, vulnerable and insecure.
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I know we’ve drifted far apart,
And seem to be avoiding each other.
Without realizing that it is actually the worst solution,
We’re practically giving up everything we had.
This is not my first time encountering such problem.
And I’ve always never had a happy ending.
It takes two hands to clap,
But it only takes one hand to break a fragile glass.
At first, I’m really happy that my loved ones can get along with you,
And always look forward to hanging out together.
But recently when my family asked me about you,
I really do not know how to answer them.
Honestly, have you really let go everything?
And moved on with life?
I really do not know what’s on your mind.
At times I really wonder if you’ve split personality.
The one i love is no longer the same as before.
:(
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