YMESSED UP LIFE
Monday, September 01, 2008 - 2:51 PM
Last week was really a disastrous one.
Suffered a major breakdown at work.
Undergo counseling.
Personal problems occurred.
Everything just seems to fall apart.
Felt very suicidal and emotionally unstable.
Grandpa admitted to hospital on fri.
During the moment of instability,
The thoughts of ending my life lingered on.
Even knowing that it’s not the right solution,
I just felt so weak to carry on.
The strength and motivation which I used to have,
Seems to have diminished as the days goes by.
Fortunately as the week comes to an end,
I’ve managed to calm myself down.
Thanks to all the people who cared for me,
I survived this round of ordeal.
I’m really appreciated for all the support from my loved ones.
Without it, I wouldn’t have survived.
Lastly, I’m glad that the people affected are also staying strong,
And there are still many people who will and always be there for me.
I tried,
I persisted,
I sacrificed,
I surrendered.
What's happened had happened.
Assumptions and jealousy kills.
You took it all upon yourself.
No matter what you do or say,
its no longer important anymore.
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