YMESSED UP LIFE
Monday, July 21, 2008 - 4:14 PM
The past few nights were terrible.
Nightmares, Sleep-talking and Insomia.
If it was not my mom who told me,
i wouldn't have realise it.
Jumping out of the bed in the middle of the night,
wondering if i'm late for work,
wondering if i had fallen into some deep well,
wondering if i'm in my dream or reality,
wondering if there' still hope between us.
With much thoughts spinning in my head,
heart beats increasing really fast,
body temperature fluctuating,
i begin to get more worried.
But...
During the day,
i seems fine.
Exercising regularly,
occasionally bulging on food,
meeting up with friends,
stoning at times.
With a few exceptions like,
i became more hot-tempered,
and getting paranoid easily.
Perhaps that slit of love,
had indeed made me became another person.
[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]