YMESSED UP LIFE
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 - 4:12 AM
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I hereby apologise,
To all those whom i had cancelled my appointment with,
To all those who offered their time to me but was rejected,
To all those who cared a lot and always being there for me,
To all those who had worried so much for me,
To all those who was shunned away by me,
To all those who i had vent my temper on.
I'm really sorry.
I'm really greatly appreciated for all the care and concern offered.
Currently not in a clear state of mind.
So just want some time alone.
Sorry.
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Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside,
Behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside.
I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears,
But I still feel the pain after all of these years.
Think of what you put me through the tears I cried,
And feelings that would not subside.
I trusted you to no end,
even when treated just like a friend.
Though I still love you and probably always will,
I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell.
Though my whole world seems falling apart,
I forgive you for the bruises on my heart.
I love you for showing me the meaning in each day,
And the truth behind the pain.
You were truly a blessing,
And the reason my heart sang.
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