YMESSED UP LIFE
Sunday, May 04, 2008 - 10:14 PM
Hello to all my loyal readers..
I know it’s been quite some time since I last blogged. You might wonder why I didn't blog. The reason is I had lost the strength. Perhaps all the stress I faced at work had pulled my down. In addition, my health had declined.
Recently, my WITS project had been selected, and I am required to prepare and do a presentation next week. With such a short period of time, I had managed to come out with a 40 slides presentation. But honestly, I think I am suffering from a burnout.
The pile of work I had is never ending. After my WITS project, I would have to do a department E-Newsletter, followed by a revamp of the department webpage. In the midst of such workload, I would have to rush out several other reports, such as the monthly late payment report and GC reports. All these are just additional work to my workload as the PA to my director.
As for my personal life, I had been spending time celebrating friends’ birthday, catching up with friends, exercising to stay healthy and at the same time prepare for the triathlon. Thankfully, I had managed to take lots of photos to capture all these happy memories. Sorry for the delay in uploading and sending of photos, will get it done soon.
This weekend was a sad one. My sister had been down with a high fever of almost 41 degree. Fever persisted since Friday even after sending her to East Shore Hospital on Sat early morning. I was really so afraid and anxious for her that I cried on my way to supermarket yesterday. She is someone whom means a lot to me, really. She knows my entire problems. She kept me occupied when I am down. I really love her loads.
I really hope to see her recover soon.
As she was resting at home yesterday, I went Parkway alone to buy some grocery and nutrients for family. Upon reaching home, I changed and head down to the gym before going to East Coast Park for rollerblading, and bumped into Eugene and group there too. I am used to rollerblading alone, as it brings back many memories which I know I could never get back again. That few drops of tears were the results of it.
When I reached home, my whole body suddenly felt so weak and starts to ache. Unfortunately, I had been down with flu and swollen throat again. At night, I was having some breathing difficulties and at the same time throat was aching badly. I thought sleep could help to relieve some pain, but in fact, its worst. The dreams I had were far more painful than the pain I faced in reality.
Hope I can really sleep better tonight, after taking medicine and loads of water.
I am really appreciated to have so many people who cared for me, and trying their best to cheer me up when I am down. All the hard work you guys put in had really made me a happier person. Honestly, I had managed to put down all the unhappiness when I am out with you guys. But when I am alone, it seems that I had not moved out of the shell. Too personal to express it here, but I believe those who knows about it, understands how I felt.
That’s all for now. Got to stop blogging here, to allow my body to have ample rest, before putting on a strong front in battling the challenges ahead of me.
Take loads of care everyone.
xoxo
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I dream of how i had been there for you when you are sick.
I dream of holding your hands tightly to keep you warm.
I dream of seeing you sleep soundly and covering the blanket over you.
I dream of how i had taken care of you since the first day.
All these had became history.
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