Sunday, January 06, 2008 - 5:06 PM

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Some disappointment for me, 2008 started off on a low note.

On Thurs evening, i had a headache and was feeling quite weak.
Went to camp's clinic twice but was rejected by nurse.
Reason? Clinic is too busy and full, nurse said come back tomorrow.
My condition begin to worsened, so went to seek help from ASP.
Cut short the process, in the end, i managed to see the camp's doct.

But...

Doct said i need to be send into hospital's A&E for observation.
A few weeks ago, i was diagnosed with low blood sugar level.
Upon arrival at Alexandra Hospital, doct checked my sugar level again.
And even after drinking a cup sugar water,
my blood sugar level still fall below the healthy level.
In addition, i vomitted once on my way to hospital.
And my hands were freezing cold.

So...

Doct said i need an injection even after i strongly rejecting it.
After injection, I was put on drip for more than an hour for observation.
The needle was so thick and long :(
My whole arms was numb after the drip.
As i was undergoing observation,
my heart beat falls below the min,
at that moment, i thought i was going to die.
My health is really bad :(

In the end...

Given 3 days of MC to rest at home.



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Just when i needed you so badly,
you weren't there for me.

I always forgive and forget,
and only think positively.

But i realised, i am only cheating myself.
This time round, i am really disappointed.

Do i really deserve to be a spare tyre?
Only used when needed?

I am tired of this. Really.
Ending this entry with a few drops of tears.


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