YMESSED UP LIFE
Monday, November 05, 2007 - 6:55 PM
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Woke up this morning with the tap running.
Shagged face with swollen eyes.
Throat hurts badly, flu isn't improving.
Didn't managed to sleep well last night.
Forced some porridge down before having medication.
No appetite at all.
Spend the whole day hiding in my room,
burying myself under the blankets,
with the tap running.
Just like a drug addict living without drugs.
With no goals and motivation in life.
Life seems worthless, with minimal hope.
Losing all the confidence i once had.
Shivering in a dark cold cell,
with nothing but bruises,
trying to reach for the light of hope,
even till the very last breath.
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