YMESSED UP LIFE
Sunday, November 04, 2007 - 7:27 PM
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Visited a doct at East Shore Hospital moments ago.
Received so many medications.
3 days of medical leave.
Returning to camp on tues night.
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Can't promise but will try?
Avoiding the truth and tried to look on the positive side.
I finally understand the meaning beneath this sentence.
Even when i am sick,
i still care for you more than myself.
Even when i needed you so badly,
i could only hide myself from everyone,
and wait for your care and concern,
even though i know i would never receive it.
Even shedding tears couldn't relieve much pain.
How i wish i could leave this place silently,
without adding any worries to anyone.
But i can't, all i can is snivel alone.
The tap had been left open since last week,
more gushes out the tap each day.
No matter how hard i tried,
i can't seems to close the tap.
Because my love for you just couldn't be reduced,
but getting stronger each day.
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