YMESSED UP LIFE
Friday, November 16, 2007 - 10:30 PM
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Even when i am sick & mentally n physically weak,
i still cared for you.
Had insomia and frequent vomits in camp,
but even more worried for you instead.
Waited for you but you never had time for me,
cause you know i would always be there for you.
You never fail to add smile onto my face,
but you also never fail to make me cry all the time.
You never fail to add happy memories into my life,
but you also never fail to break my heart all the time.
Today i realised what i do is unnecessary,
cause you simply just don care.
Now i know what i mean to you.
Just simply NOTHING.
Since you have many other pillars to lean on and
since you prefer to lean on another pillar,
i shall not further persist on anymore.
The pillar is hereby demolished.
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