Friday, October 19, 2007 - 9:27 PM

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Things went quite smoothly in NS this week.
Boots polishing.
Physical Training.
Aqua Training.
Lessons on various police operational system.
Talks.
4km night jogging.




But something different this week.
I didn't laugh as much as before.
I was putting on a fake smile.
Couldn't stop thinking about you.



Even now when i just booked out,
and had dinner with family,
i wasn't feeling good.
I feel empty and insecure.




Do you think i am happy being called an emo kid?
Do you think i wanna emo all the time?




No one understand how i feel.
Saying is as easy as A B C,
but if i were to ask you to let go
someone whom u love the most,
someone whom u are willing to sacrifice for,
someone whom make the biggest impact in ur life,

can you?








Hugging baby tightly,
crying in pain.


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