YMESSED UP LIFE
Sunday, October 07, 2007 - 12:30 AM
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The last few days of freedom seems so fragile.
Each night is only ended with pool of tears.
Feeling so empty.
Can't bear to leave my comfort zone.
Even thou i would have lesser time for my love ones.
I am 100% sure i won't forget you guys.
I will keep u guys close to my heart.
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When i knew something happened to you,
I really wanted to be there for you,
but i can't.
Cause you didn't tell me,
and i didn't dare to ask.
Feeling so helpless.
Feeling so confused.
Feeling so painful.
I do not dare to tell anyone how i feel.
All i can do is cry bitterly.
At times, i feel like stabbing a knife into my heart.
To put everything to an end.
I really miss you.
I.T.A.L.Y
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Recently, i found out someone backstab me again.
I feel so hurt.
I didn't do anything to you.
And this is what i get in return.
The things you said ruined my reputation.
And worst, you put words in my mouth.
I don know who to believe.
I don know who to listen.
I don know who to trust.
I don know why you do this to me.
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