Saturday, October 27, 2007 - 2:40 AM

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Another week in SPF had passed.
This week was really different.
Too sensitive to blog about it here.
Just wanna say,
If you think you wanna continue the game,
please go back, reflect and check who your opponent is,
cause once you start the game with him,
it would never be possible for you to turn back,
cause you are gonna suffer.





Different people have different ways of venting their anger or sorrows.
I had begin to learn to accept it.

When i am angry, i just let it all out to my trusted ones.
After that, i will be fine.
When i am sad, i will just let it flow.
After that, i will feel better.

But recently, i didn't dare to do it so often to my friends anymore.
I keep my sorrows to myself, unless if asked.
No one can help me.
Cause no one understand how i feel.
Thanks for lending me a listening ear n shoulders to lean on.





The past week was excruciating.
Covering myself with jacket,
clunching my right fist to my heart,
covering my mouth with my left hand,
tears flow rapidly.
Blaming myself for everything.





Sorry. Its my fault.



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A fake cover with superficial smile,
is all i am left with.


" =D "


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