Sunday, September 23, 2007 - 1:25 AM

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Wednesday

Lunch at Yuki Yaki with my two darlings.
Shopping.
Taking beautiful neoprints.
Supermarket spree.
Night Safari.
Ended with an hour of h2h talk.

Thanks gal gal for the lunch treat.
Thanks mei mei for the listening ear.

Look forward to our next picnic outing. LOVE.



Thurday

Went to Bedok.
Then lunch at IKEA.
Collect my enlistment letter.
Movie at Vivo.

"Enjoyed the companionship even thou someone always don wanna eat."


Supper at Simpang.
Enjoyed the chat with you guys.
It seems that the people we love so much,
tend to hurt us the most.

"Life is just unfair."



Friday

Shopping with sister.
Dinner at Ngee Ann City.

Its her who is always 24/7 there for me.
No secret between us.
Glad to have such a beloved sister.
Love you always.



Saturday

Met Chin Woon, Evelyn and Ivan at Lido.
Revise a few topics of geog.
Followed by B&J at Dempsey Road.
Ended with 1 hr chat at Mac's at Tanglin.

Shopping in town with sister.
Dinner at East Coast.

Tears accompanied me to East Coast beach.
Strolled down the road alone.
Everything seems so insignificant.
Sense of emptiness.



Sunday

Family lunch at Conrad.
It was never the same as before.


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Its been 4 months since i loss you.

All these while,
i had always been thinking of you,
missing the happy moments we had,
blaming myself for falling so deep for you,
wondering what mistakes i made.

Letting go seems easy for you.
But to me, its agonizing.

You once said no one understand our whole story.
Yes, no one understand our whole story.

The love i had for you,
The time i spend on you,
The things i did for you,
The sacrifices i made for you,
everything.

Everything i did for you is just nothing.
Means a lot to me, but seems insignificant to you.

I can only blame myself.
Its all my fault.
Its all my fault for falling in love with you.
Its all my fault for causing so much unhappiness.
I deserve it.
I deserve to be hurt.
I deserve all the consequences.

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