Monday, September 17, 2007 - 3:29 AM

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Saturday


Birthday celebration for Andrew.
Dinner at BOSSES restaurant at Vivo.

After that went clubbing at St James.
Many of them were surprised by my dancing.
Almost losing my control.

The other side of me,
which rarely makes appearance.
Unless emotionally down.
Again.

Left the club at about 3am.
Speeding 130km/h,
with tears overflowing,
and another round of heart piercing.

Wishing i could just died in a car crash,
so i do not need to cry over you.
Hoping to meet you so badly,
And tell you i still love you.

Even knowing that its never going to happen anymore,
i still couldn't let go of you.
Cause my heart could never fit in anyone else,
aside from you.




Sunday


Slept in till 3pm.
Dream about you again.
This time round,
the dream was a bitter one.

Had lunch with family.
Followed by another nap.

Woke up for dinner.
Then went out to get for a new calculator for sis.
Upon hearing our favourite song,
i stop my car at the side of the road.

Breaking down in tears,
mumbling "I still love you."
Clutching my fist close to my heart,
wondering why must it comes to an end.




True love leaves a memory no one can steal,
And a heartache no one can heal.


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