YMESSED UP LIFE
Sunday, July 15, 2007 - 1:31 AM
The 66th day without you.
Didn't expect to meet you.
Felt uneasy and tense,
Hands shivering in fear,
Didn't dare to look into your eyes.
When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
Deep in my heart,
its bleeding in pain.
Even though it seems nothing,
but beneath it lies a raw scar.
Fighting back my tears,
as i turn away from you.
Lose control of it,
on my way home.
I know i am no longer important to you.
It seems we are not as close as before anymore.
I start to lose trust as days pass by,
even though i still love you.
So much to say, but too unstable to continue.
[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]