Saturday, June 23, 2007 - 2:51 PM

Recently, i made new friends of high profile background coming from all walks of life.
Networth more than US$1 billion.
Extravagance lifestyle.
Making big bucks in seconds.
Spending money like water.
I ask myself a question.
Is that the way i want my future life to be?
Or i just want a simple life.





We had a heart-to-heart talk. At the end of it, my friends asked me these questions.

"People are just making friends with me because of my money... Do you think i am happy even though i have many friends?... Do you think people would bother to accompany me without getting any benefits?..."

And gave me the following answer or advice.

"If your friends are really such people, then let them be, cause money can still be replinish, but at least you get to see the true colours of that person..."

"So if you have such friends, don bother to salvage such friendships..."

"People reap what they sow..."

"Just live your life to the fullest, love yourself and just treasure those who love you for who you are but not your money..."






Jealousy kills.
If its not mean to be yours,
no matter how hard you try,
it will never be yours.
So just be contended with what you have.






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The 45th day without you.

Last night I dream about you again,
This time, the dream was nasty.
Heart deeply in pain,
Hoping this dream is reverse of reality.

As i recall about the happy memories we had,
It makes me feel so sad.
My love for you is always true,
Even though i am living without you.





My heart is forever bruised.
I feel like i can never be happy.




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