Thursday, April 12, 2007 - 11:53 PM

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i don know why am i doing this.
i really cannot take it anymore.
even stabbing myself is less suffer than this torture.
can someone come stabbed me.

i rather end my life now,
then to continue such torture.

i knew its a foolish act.
but i think i had gone crazy.

once, twice, thrice, etc.
must i be treated this way.

why must there be a lie.
i rather know the truth.

actually i was never important.
i was just lying to myself.

"reap what you sow"
i am really having my retribution now.

always here without you.
always being neglected.

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