YMESSED UP LIFE
Wednesday, March 07, 2007 - 10:47 PM
Had a heart-to-heart talk with my sweety last night and we really feel better and closer.
Thanks sweety.
Had been down with flu, cough and fever these few days.
Sadly, i cough and sneeze out blood since yesterday.
Had been out everyday, pushing myself even though i know i should not.
In order not to refrain myself from thinking.
Tired, really tired.
Glad i make the deicision of going for a long break.
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After so much incidents happened, i lose trust in people.
Even your close ones can betray you.
Perhaps its not how long you been together,
its the quality of the time spent together.
Kind of expected even though did not believe it.
I do not know what to do anymore.
I thought i mean something,
but perhaps i am just a toy or reserve.
Nothing is impossible,
unless there is something called EXCUSES.
I am always there, but...
How many times can my heart be stabbed?
I don mind it being stabbed,
but let me know when you wanna stab it.
Cause it hurts even deeper
when its being stabbed from the back.
Now its so damaged,
that i feel like exploding it in the air.
Cause its pointless to let it continously being stab.
Too emo to continue.
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