Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - 12:46 AM

Thanks for all the birthday wishes. Greatly appreciated. Love you guys!

Wish everyone happiness and best of luck in the year ahead!

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I really wonder.
What am i doing?
Why am i doing this?
Why must all these happen to me?
What mistakes did i made?
Why must i be the one?

Honestly, i am tired of putting on a fake smile everyday.
I am disappointed.
I am tired.
I am sad.
I am sick.
I having a mental breakdown.
I need a break.

This year's birthday was also a different one.
Unfortunately, it falls during the common test week.
Unfortunately, i am mentally exhausted.
Unfortunately, i had not recovered from the downs.
Unfortunately, i puke twice on my birthday.
Unfortunately, internal bleeding continues.
Unfortunately, tears was my only companion in the night.

Even though there are so many downs. But i would sincerely from the bottom of my heart thank you for the lovely birthday present. When i first opened the present, i was so happy and touched that i went speechless for quite some time. The happy memories flew through my mind as tears rolled down my pale cheeks. Maybe I am just the useless boy who is not there for you when you are down. Sorry.

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I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true
I'll never be over you
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