Sunday, December 10, 2006 - 5:41 PM

Most of the time when i have the time to blog, it seems to be a bitter one.
Maybe i am fated to show the sad side of me rather than the happy side.
Or maybe my happy side is getting more fragile and cannot be revealed.

Fakeness.
JEALOUSY.
Sacasticsm.
Backstabbing.
Selfishness.

My back is full of deep stabs and cut. Why must people do these to me?


Hurt.
Disappointed.
Pissed.
Regrets.

No one understands how pain my back is with so many stabs.
No one understands how i feel.
Now that i am so hurt.
Are you guys HAPPY?! SATISFIED?!
All i can say is i hope i can leave this place to somewhere which i can find peace and people who are understanding and trustable.


These few days was rather emotional. But i am glad I once again realized who my true friends are. The people i trust. The people who love and care for me. The people who appreciate the things i do. And I LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS! (I think you guys should know who you are. hee hee)

No matter how far we are, our hearts will stick close together.
No matter how pain our back is, i believe that the undefeatable support we have for each other can help us to heal the wound and bring us even closer.



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I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
(And there's nothing that I can do To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
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@Lost..... Confused..... Insecure....@
@I still TRUST & LOVE YOU...... @
@Till the Day I Leave the World..@
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