Sunday, December 24, 2006 - 1:42 PM

Just came back from BAMP! yester. Got lots and lots to blog about BAMP!, but will only probably post it a few days later after christmas.

Came home for a short nap, then rush to town to meet Marvin for a walk and dinner. Sorry pangsei you last night cause going for clubbing. Thx for always accompanying me when i am lonely or down. You are person whom i can trust always.

Drank about a jug of cranberry vodka last night till about 2, before going home in a cab. I don dare to drive cause if got drink cannot drive. Wanted to drink more to drunk myself, but Xav say cannot, or else later all of us drunk, no one take care of us. Was kind of high when in cab and glad that shawn accompanied me on the phone and kept me tear-free till i reach home.

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To me, this year's christmas is something different and special compared to previous years cause its the 25th of the Month.
But there is still one Christmas similarity compared to last year, and that is teary christmas.

I tried my best to stay happy and recover as soon as possible but it seems the impact is too big for me.

Deeply inside the wounded heart, i think the best thing to do now is to remain silence and keep all the pain to myself, and get hurt alone rather then hurting others.

No matter if i am happy a not, its not important anymore, cause i just hope to see you enjoy yourself and have fun.

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Let me here wish everyone a HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS.

May your dreams and wishes come true.

Have an enjoyable holiday.

Take lots of care and keep yourself warm through this cold holiday.

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