Saturday, November 11, 2006 - 12:51 PM

During the ups ands downs in life, i really wonder is there PEACE in the world? Is there true LOVE in the world? Why can't everyone be satisfied and lead a simple life? Why must we make our life so complicated?

I just wan to lead a simple lifestyle with someone whom i can shower all the love, care and concern. I do not wan to be hurt or hurt anyone. Is this really so difficult?

History seems to repeat itself all the time. I really can't bear to lose anything anymore. Its not that i do not wan to take the first step, its just that i do not wanna hurt anyone and i do not wanna follow the uneven footsteps my friends had walked. Avoiding is not the best solution, but if avoiding can makes a person feel better, i can only say that no matter how least we meet, it will still be the same. As i took the first step to clear everything, it seems so cold. I really don know what to do already.

These days, my friends, tutors and family had been asking me why i look so hargard? I can only say that i really have lots of commitments in school, society and family. Just a few days ago, i had been selected by the deputy director to assist in the preparation of the performance and mascot for the upcoming RED CAMP. I have to lead a group of students in creating 5 mascot and stage performance props within 2 weeks. As i was given the task, i accepted it without any thoughts as this would be my last chance to be able to participate in this kind of backstage preparation. And the first person who came into my mind was Koon, he is the guy whom i can work with and enjoy working with. Without any delays, koon and i are starting on the planning and designs already. Would be meeting up during the rehearsal on mon.

Koon, i really look forward to the sweet sense of satisfaction at the end of the month. Jia you!

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Sometimes i envy.
Sometimes i jealous.

Sometimes i am sad.
Sometimes i am happy.

Its the 18th day already. hee hee.
It just grow stronger each day!
I-T-A-L-Y ! ! !
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