YMESSED UP LIFE
Monday, September 04, 2006 - 5:56 PM
iDARE is coming soon. All the best for the iDARE preparation. Hope the happy memories i have at iDARE can help me in overcoming the problems i have.
At times i really wonder.
Why am i such a fool?
Why am i putting high hopes on the things which is so difficult to achieve?
Why am i doing all this?
Why can't we do something we like, yet not hurt other people's feeling?
Why am i expressing myself wrongly?
Why am i loving others more than myself?
Why am i always being hurt again and again?
Why are people thinking that i am hurting them when i do even have any intention of hurting them at all?
Why am i always putting so much trust on people.
Living in this world with so many WHY. I am so freaking confused.
Since i am born, i had beeen hurt so many times, till today. As i am blogging, my stomach hurts, my head hurts, my eyes hurts, my whole body hurts, and my heart is bleeding profusely.
Life is very fragile. My life is once again being shattered.
Sorry for all the sad posting all this while. I apologise for all the inconvenience. Maybe stop blogging can help to prevent all the hurting. Since the creation of this blog this July, it had been hurting many people's feelings. Including myself. This is going to be my last posting for this blog.
After a night of thoughts, i think its time for this blog to isolate itself from the world. Thanks for all the tagging and humorous comments. Greatly appreciated and it will always remain closely in my heart.
Lastly, let me here sincerely wish everyone all the best. Live your life to the fullest, and do what you like with no regrets. Cause you only live your life once. Will miss you guys badly.
LOVE!
Take lots of care.
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