YMESSED UP LIFE
Sunday, August 27, 2006 - 10:33 PM
Bonjour! A little not used to blogging everyday. haha. I think my insomia problem is getting from bad to worst. These few weeks, i had been waking up numerous times during the night and morning, even though very desperate of sleep. At the beginning, it seems normal, but as days pass by, i begin to feel the pain. Throughout the day, my mind can't seems to concentrate, and can just stone there and do nothing.
I am really wondering. What am i doing? I just feel a sense of emptiness and loneiness. >< Maybe holiday had just arrived, and i am still trying to adapt to it. haha. Weird person right. I know sometimes i expect too much, but actually i am quite satisfied as long as i can see my love ones and spent the happy moments with them. Really looking forward to it this holidays. Going to make up all the time we had lost.
When woke up this morning, was feeling little sick, but i told myself must stay strong, just liek the way you do. I quickly gup down 1.5 litres of water and ate 2 eggs, before going to the gym to burn out all my sins i had yesterday. haha. YAY! I was so happy that i managed to pass my 2.4 km test. I clocked in a time of 11 min 50 secs. It is one of my best timing i had before. Thx for your motivation that keeps me going. Really sweated out everything for an hour, before returning home for lunch. Right after lunch, my body starts to feel weak, and throat little sore.
Took a short nap, then went Parkway with dad to get some groceries and dinner. Had dinner, then went down for a stroll for 1 hour to ease digestion. Since the day i got my new car, i had been thinking ways to keep it clean, shiny and maintaining it. Went down with maid to clean the car and do the necessary checks. Here i am blogging and sneezing all the way.
Got a feeling that i would wake up tomorrow feeling sick again. >< As i was browsing through my photos, i come across this photo. We took it after watching the fireworks. Do we really look alike? Like this photo very much. haha. Love you always!
Hey, i found another photo which i took from society room. My angel wrote this on the white board for me. So sweet right. haha. Till today, i am still guessing who is my angel? (Bought me a packet of gummy sweets and a lollipop). Thanks angel. Can't wait to know who is my angel soon. muahaha. *hugs*
Got to go. To those having attachment soon. Let me here wish you guys all the best of luck. Have a good and fulfilling experience! Enjoy! Take lots of care. Good night everyone!
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