Sunday, July 30, 2006 - 3:10 PM

Love

Firstly, I would like thank the people who shower me with care and concern over the week. The care and concern had helped me significantly in taking a step ahead and move on with life. From the bottom of my heart, I am greatly appreciated. After all the ups and downs in life, I am glad to have a few true friend who stand by me, provide a listening ears, understand me and trust me, even though I have neglected you guys at times. I am really sorry about it. To me, you guys will remain in my heart forever, no matter how far we are. Love You Guys Always.

Secondly, I would like to apologize to the people who I had neglected or offended. I was indeed in a mentally unstable state during the last few weeks, but I am trying my best to overcome it so I really hope you guys can give me the support I need. One thing I would not deny is my weakness in expressing my feeling or ideas to others. Sometimes you guys might think that I want everything to be done in my way, but in fact, I am not. Ultimately, I would want the best for everyone; I do not want to anyone be unhappy or in a disadvantage. It is good to set a high level of expectation and work towards it; this is to prove your perseverance and quality. Like what we always hear, “If there is a will, there is a way.” Therefore, maybe it is due to having difficulties in expressing my reason for the high expectation in work, which causes so much unhappiness around me.

I have reasons for the things I do; I look far with a vision. I do not just do things by looking on the cover, or looking on what is there. I explore ahead. In life, you just have to plan ahead, and not wait till the house is collapsing before you run. This is what I think is lacking in many of us. I really hope we can learn from each other and work towards a brighter future. And most importantly, live your life to the fullest.

There is really so much things which I want to say, but not convenient to say it all out here. Haiz. Never mind. Maybe time is solution to all these problems.

MFS test is coming, but I still do not have the mood to study. Yesterday, I spent the afternoon sleeping and slacking. In the evening, I cycled from my house to east coast lagoon. It was so crowded. As I was cycling, I felt the sense of loneliness, thinking of you. The feeling just grew stronger each day. Haiz. Marvin cycle to my house at about 7 plus and we went to watch the fireworks at Tanjong Rhu. The fireworks were fabulous and stunning. Hope I can enjoy the magnificent fireworks with you soon. I was little moody yesterday, so never really had breakfast and lunch, and my stomach was growling after the fireworks performance. Dinner was at the popular Punggol Nasi Lemak at Joo Chiat. The food was so appetizing that I ordered 7 dishes such as chicken wings, otah, luncheon meat, lady fingers, curry vegetables, ikan billis, and one more which I forget. The queue was so long and marv was so free to take a photo of the queue. Right after dinner, we went East Coast MacDonald’s to mug and have supper lol. (These few days had been having lots of fastfood. OMG!. L) Really had a great chat with marv. Thanks. After which, we left at around 2am, to my house before he ride his bike home.

Here is a song lyric by Westlife – Flying without Wings. The lyric is really very meaningful. - - - Just for You.

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing I'm flying without wings
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

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