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Dixon
Male
14 Dec 1987
Ex-NP Student
Singapore Police Force

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BA Society
Management Committee
Chief Project Head

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FRIENDS FOREVER !

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LOVES

Bonding with Friends
Swimming
Tennis
Shopping
Chatting
Eating'.

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HATES

Selfishness,
Biasness
Fakeness
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Messy Freaks

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YMESSED UP LIFE


Monday, June 29, 2009 - 10:25 AM

To all my loyal readers,

I've created a new blog, for a new beginning :)

www.voyageofmylife.wordpress.com

See you all in my new blog :)


xoxo,
dixon

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]

Thursday, June 11, 2009 - 4:23 PM

Went downhill in in may.
so low that i almost left.
my loved ones pulled me back.
life lessons learnt.

Paid a huge price for it.
Even though it still hurts,
I’ve learnt to stay positive.
What’s over is over.

I realize no matter how hard I tried,
Some things are just way beyond control.
Is this the way I want it to be?
I really don know if I can last.

Perhaps its all just meant to make me
Stronger and smarter.
Perhaps it might just be a blessing,
As it made me realize who truly cares.





On a positive note,
My grandparents had just bought
A three month old toy poodle :)
An apricot coloured male puppy.

He is really adorable & active.
Thought of calling him, Dylan.
But my family said cannot,
As the name starts with ‘D’,
Similar to my sis and mine.
Still brainstorming for names.

Any suggestions? :)

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]

Monday, May 25, 2009 - 11:32 PM

perhaps i'm fated to stay single.
one sided love is killing me.
i've loved more than being loved.
but all i get is just disappointment.




:(





are you the right one for me?
i think i got the answer ;(

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]

Monday, May 11, 2009 - 10:59 PM

conflicts,
jealousy,
greed,
selfishness.

i'm suffocating under these devils.
i'm willing to give up those whom i've lost faith in.
i'm prepared to shut these devils out of my life.
i'm going to just lead the simple life,
which i've always yearned for.





i might not be the one whom i used to be,
but i'm sure that i've made the right choice,
and i'm going to just continue my remaining journey,
the way i always wanted it to be,

myself.

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]

Saturday, April 25, 2009 - 12:00 AM


[ OFFICIAL ]





- one -

felt so disgusted.
i'll never trust you.
all is over between us.
i'm going to move on.





- two -

felt so disappointed.
i'll never forgive you.
i'll never forget about it.
i can only look down on you.













i'm finally convinced.
i'm going to let go all the ones i've loved.
i'm going to move on without them.
i'm not going to love them anymore.




[ OFFICIAL ]

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]

Wednesday, April 08, 2009 - 12:16 AM

on my way home tonight.
i saw what i didn't wanted to see.
i stoned on the road for some time.
i couldn't believe my eyes.

received another blow this afternoon.
didn't like or agree with the decision made.
i'm sick and tired of all these fickle minded ppl.
i really wanna leave this place with my mom & sis.

why must this happen to me hours before my operation.

on my way home.
i was so emotionally unstable.
speeding down the road with a teary eye.
barely able to see the roads ahead.
i felt so suicidal.
i almost left this place.

but i told myself i still got my mom & sis.
i don wanna let them down.
they meant the most to me.
i really treasure and love them loads.











i was so tempted to call and meet you just now.
i was afraid i couldn't see you anymore.
i really needed you badly.
i really missed you badly.

i can only tell you here if you happen to read.
take care and stay happy.
i love you.
now and forever.

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]

Monday, April 06, 2009 - 10:05 AM

went to see a Ear, Nose & Throat Specialist.
did an endoscopy, inserting a tube from nose to throat.
i practically saw my swollen tonsillitis & nose infection.
was on a one week extended medical leave.

during the one week medical leave.
i went back for specialist check up.
doct said my tonsills are still huge.
required me to go for Tonsillectomy operation.

during this one hour operation.
doct will remove my two tonsills.
stitch back the open blood vessels.
put on drip and hospitalized.

kinda sad that the ops clashes with the baoc.
really wanted to see my sis's first project.
hope everything goes well for us.
kor gives you all the support you need.

having mixed feelings now.
i guess tomorrow night will be worst.
but with everyone's blessings & support.
i'll stay strong & overcome this barrier.

[;n0stalgIa-n0xiD]